"FHM" Ladies' Confessions

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Hindi nga po eh. Yun ang masama! Ayaw ko din po kasing malayo sa family ko. Wala po kasing magaalaga sa kanila.”, as tears started dripping. “Eh, hindi ko naman po ma-contest kasi, it’s either lumipat ako or tanggalan nila ako ng lisensya. Which, ayaw ko naman po ng ganun!” Sir, dapat hindi po kayo masyadong nagpapagod ah. Ok naman mag-exercise, pero huwag po sobra.”, reminded him.

Stalker: How? Eh hindi mo naman ma-tetrace itong number ko. And you don’t know me, how would you report it? LOL! And now, a few months later, I ended having him as the suspected stalker. I was so determined to confirm it, catch him by the act. And then maybe, expose him to his wife and the police to end my misery. But there was still a big question looming inside my head – how did he know about what happened in EDSA Shangri-La?! Beating him to his own game would give me the answer. Lt. Pagkalinawan was my last stop for that day. After going rounds and saying goodbye to all of my other patients, si sir talaga hinuli ko. When I come up there, I acted normal kahit sa loob-loob ko, nalulungkot ako. It was middle of the month of September. Our family planned a mini-getaway to a private resort in Laguna. It was my mom’s birthday and dad wanted to celebrate it in a special way. So, he asked me to search for a private pool in Pansol and have it booked for the coming weekend. I was in the SUV, together with my parents, who were sitting in the front. Dad was driving. Beside me was Kuya John, and on his left was Ate Felice. My older brother, Ken, was driving our other car, with his girlfriend, Haydee.He began his thrusts. Napaka rough noong una dahil nagsismula pa lang mabasa yung hiyas ko. When the juices flowed, naging smooth na yung pagbira niya sakin. Ejay pulled his mask down para dilaan ako sa leeg, tenga. Sinasabunutan niya ako habang mabilis na kumakadyot. His other hand slid inside my top para lamasin ang dibdib ko. Hehe! That’s my girl! When you get to the office, huwag ka munag umakyat. I will think of something for you. Message me kapag nasa parking ka.” The guy remained silent. Saw him becoming restless about where he was standing at. Kept glancing at his wife repeatedly. Like, he didn’t know how to get out of his own shit. I felt safe within the four walls of the chlorox-reeking motel. Everything was safe there. It was just Mike and me. Never mind that all the other days of the week, he was busy being someone else’s boyfriend. It pained me. I felt pathetic every minute he wasn’t with me. My only consolation was our weekly rendezvous at Chlorineland.

when we left our house. Our time-in at the resort is 5PM. Since, we were traveling south, we headed out early so we can beat the traffic congestion along the way. Pero, hindi din kinaya. Na-trapik pa din kami papalapit sa may Alabang flyover. It was a long queue of cars when we got there. Since, we already had our lunch before we left, it was siesta time. I got so drowsed in sleepiness, thus, I cuddled my with-me-always pillow and took a power nap.Day 6 – It was a sad day for me. Tuluyan nang pinabalik si Ejay sa Pasig hospital na pinanggalingan namin. Aside from that, nag-memeeting ang mga head nurses tungkol sakin. Wala pa silang desisyon up to that day, pero ang pagkakaalam ko, there will be sanctions against me. Ok lang naman na ma-transfer ako sa ibang hospitals pero huwag naman sana nila akong tatanggalan ng lisensya. I feared for the worst. Didn’t know what’s going to happen next. But I still had to do my job. May mga pasyente pa akong kailangang alagaan. Hindi ko na naiwasang umungol. Bahala na kung may makarinig samin. Grabe ang lukso ng libido ko noong arawa na yun! Patuloy kong binayo ang titi ni Ejay. He was holding my butt habang nakaangkla ang bunganga niya sa suso ko. I was having so much pleasure! Ang sarap! Ang sarap makipagkantutan! Puta!

Day 5 – I was feeling better. Nawala na yung lungkot ko. Pero taliwas ito sa nararamdaman ni Lt. Pagkalinawan. Humupa na fever niya pero the rest of the symptoms ay nandoon pa din. Nakakaramdan na din siya ng paninikip ng dibdib. Hindi ko alam kung dahil ba sakit niya or sa anxiety or stress. Whatever it is, dapat ay ma-monitor ko pa din siya.Hindi ko naman iniisip ang sakit nato, nurse. Mas iniisip ko pa kung may pamilya kayang mag-aalala sakin, tulad ng sa ibang tao…”, he sadly told me. He turned me around. Magkaharap na kami. Nakatungo ang ulo pero he raised my chin up para magtagpo mga mata namin. We both had teary eyes. Nagtitigan lang kami. And then, he was slowly removing my PPE. From top to bottom, hinubad niya ito. Naka scrub suit na lang ako at naka mask. Sir was wearing his din pero naka army clothes siya.

Around 1PM nang makabalik ako kay Lt. Pagkalinawan. When I got in his room, nagbabasa lang siya ng libro at medyo nakaupo sa kanyang kama. Sir?”, nilapag ko mga gamot niya sa maliit na table. “You have to drink these po. Nagdala na din po ako ng NSS at nebulizer po para if ever mahirapan po kayong huminga or umubo, gamitin niyo lang po ito. 4 ml po every 3hrs.”Chill ka lang, Anna. Hehe!”, with his very annoying voice. “Sa next stoplight na madaanan mo, huminto ka at magtawag ka ng takatak boy. Ibigay mo sa kanya ang panti at bra mo.”